Three Months....

Has it really been 3 months already? Looking at the calendar, yes. Looking at the huge void in my horse life feels like longer.

I'm not really feeling the urge to ride, although I do have a "new" mount to ride. It's just not the same. I miss going into his pasture, calling his name and seeing him trotting up to me, knowing that he was either getting treats, scritches, pampering or work. I miss his calm demeanour. I just plain miss him. 

Although riding the "new" mount is OK, it's not what I really do, it's more of a favor to someone. It's not the same when it's not your heart horse. :( Don't worry. This "new" mount isn't mine, just riding her for someone else. I know I'm not ready to get another one. My brain says yes, it would be a good healing process. My heart says no, it would just be too painful now.

I will start the search in a couple years (hopefully have a couple acres by then), but right now?

I miss you Old Man :(